I am awake.....great for me...haven't gotten up this early in a while..not to run anyway.....
the lake was waiting on me ....steamy and still.....the pink reflected off the surface.....no one around and the sun just up.....the peacefulness is so calming for this soul....I am a start and stop runner.....but I made it on around past the dam to the boat ramp............I lost me in the music and found myself thinking about the day ahead...I have things to take care of....
invitations to mail for graduation.....a loan to get for my son's car....some things to figure out about all of this painting I am having done..since it has turned into a whole makeover...I may just stay in this place if it is the way I want it......what the heck..the building supplies are very expensive..and I have everything here...at least for now...until the youngest is out of school........I keep sweating the details...and wondering if I have lost my mind............things are fixing to change at work...and I am wondering if I should not just high tail it to another job...but no...I have been in this one for a long time...and I have weathered storms before....sooo...i listen to the pat pat pat of these feet..and think...oh well...I am here...and I am breathing and making it...and so what if I am not always happy doing it.......there are other things to think about...so....moving on....to the pat pat pat of these feet...I wind up the run by walking down my hill........the boys are waiting ......sleepily......
getting ready for school......the flowers have to be watered in my yard...and I have to go to the nursery and pick out trees for the back flower bed that I am planting in the next few weeks.........things to do to do to do.....
good days to all.....
Word of the day......resolve....firmness of purpose.....make a decision
Song of the day......Never Gonna Feel like that again....Kenny Chesney
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