MORNING!

Morning...!!!!

Set out around the lake this morning.....The runs at the park are so different....for one thing there are more people....met my neighbors as I ran over the dam...kept going..not a morning for chitchat......walked to the mailbox where I always start my run.....down the hill into inky blackness greeting me over the lake.....the field of stars overhead to light the way.......and a few quiet chirps from bugs or birds and such.......it feels like me alone out here...even tho' I can see the backs of those neighbors I talked about....there have been times when I have hated the aloneness...but today it feels like a friend and I am glad to do this run by myself.......the thoughts and the music taking me away......the pat pat pat of these feet making their way along the road and the memories of another life reminding me that no one really knows what lies ahead...........the stars overhead show me the way and I drift off into my dream world and prepare me for another day at the hospital....
yesterday was busy......i struggled with a headache that would not let up and doctors fussing among themselves.......nothing for me to do.....even tho' I find myself being ms fixit.......I care for my patients and hope that things will settle before too much longer..........

My boys are moving around back there......wishing that they did not have to move out of their warm beds......i have text one of them during the last part of my run.... and he says he is awake but I do not hear any movement back there....the sounds of a shower running lets me know that the youngest is stirring around.....They are both busy these days...and I will be glad when the week is over.....I feel like I have not seen them......my 12's and their activities......

these running clothes feel like a wet dishrag hanging on me.......the shower is calling....

word of the day...."expectations"...a thing long expected takes the form of the unexpected when at last it comes (Mark Twain)

SONG of the day...."where is your heart" Kelly Clarkson