Dreaming...that is what I have been doing....that world that is a good getaway....I am running more....no records broken yet...HAHA.... (:-) ) but I am enjoying it finally....I have found that really I can run better than I thought even tho' I am not up to par....
As I run the park...it is easy to see spring...everywhere.....the birds are singing..and the canopy overhead is filled with shades of green that defy description....the blue of the sky is brilliant through the lacy leaves and I hear it....you know.....that sound...the one that I hold close to me.....pat, pat, pat.....I hear you.......I have not quit dreaming....I am still here....and I am wishing for you to tell the things of my life....but you cannot be so...this will have to do........I feel the strength in me.....the one that says you can make it........it seems this life has been full of surprises for me....the minute I think...i cannot stand this solitude anymore...then something else creeps into my life...or someone...and I move for another space in time and wait.....what for...I don't know..........but as I wait....the rest of life is moving...and I am moving to keep up.......just like this running.....I pass by the filtered light of early morning sun and watch the rays dance on the road and think of how I had it all figured out at one time...the focus of that life was different and I know that in some ways I was a better person but I am not so sure I was real....and I guess I am more like that rabbit in the story ....I am definitely real....the scratches and scrapes on this bod and heart are here to stay.....I hope that they will not define me....just make me a little more interesting.......the songs keep singing in my ear and I feel the rhythm of another one moving me down the road...and I watch the birds continue to work diligently....they are busy with the work at hand and I wonder how they know to do the things that make them live....maybe like us? it is the invisible hand of Him moving them on to prepare for life.......is that what we are all doing....I am not sure sometimes how or what I am doing....I want to know...but sometimes I just continue on and hope that maybe I will be able to see a little more clearly soon in the meantime....... I am trying to find a place to land......
song of the day.....a place to land.....Little Big Town
quote of the day....a heart wants what a heart wants
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