Sunday, June 07, 2009

Lazy days....

The day is Sunday and I am at work...obviously not doing much...so I am going to write a note here and talk to myself.....since the rest of the crew is watching nascar racing and I am not interested...except to listen to my coworker call out the names of drivers and their life history...amazing to me that she can remember all of that.........

I woke up at 3:19 this morning...my eyes flew open as if the alarm had gone off and I sat up to look at the time...that is why I am so exact about it...I have not really done this in a while since the miles we have been running are longer and I seem to move faster....not much but more for me....but today....I think there was a lot going on in this mind of mine....children, work, finances, Rob's school, relationships that are changing all around me...and the future...what does it hold....I managed to pay the bills and check on some business while I was up....then my friend and I hit the park.....the golden moon waited patiently low in the dark blue sky....the stars were scattered haphazardly over me.......as we entered the back entrance ....it is not really an entrance ...just a gate at the end of a street.....a bunny hopped past us as we trot over the rocks and grass...and hope we don't see or step on a snake.....seeing won't be a problem since we can barely see a thing except our shadows.....

we ran about 5 miles....slowly...steadily......what I needed at 3 I think.....I prepared me for work...and pushed myself out the door and managed to make it on time which is unusual for me......I hate for them to get too used to that since I am not really punctual.......I wonder sometimes what qualifies as a character flaw....maybe that is one of those traits we should all avoid.....does it make me less....I don't think so....but then it is ME that is the one doing it...........

I am signing off......hope it's all good!

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